Haven't Been Posting Lately..

Sorry for not posting lately! Here's an update!
Ashlynn is doing wonderfully. She hasn't really learned anything super new other than new words, but she spits new words out daily and then never repeats them! She did develop an obsession with the word "shoes", but has since stopped saying it unless prompted.
One morning she came up to me with both my shoes and handed them to me going "Shoes?"
"Yes Ashlynn, those are shoes. Thank you"
I took them, put them on the floor and she picked them back up!
"Shoes!"
"Yes, Shoes. Please put them down, Sweetheart"
"Shoes...?"
"Yes, Shoes. Good Job! Can you put them down?"
She kept forcing me to take them, so I finally gave in and put them beside me on the couch, practically in my lap. She's very demanding!
She's also thinned out quite a bit, still in size 18 months..and get this one.. she has size 3 shoes that fit a bit tight, but not too tight..and size SIX shoes that fit and are only slightly loose! Makes no sense to me! Haha. Two pairs are from Walmart (size 3), not sure of the brand, and the other is a pair of crocs (the size 6). She also has 2 pairs of summer sandals in a size 6 from The Children's Place that also fit quite well..
Odd.
She has CURLS in her still very short hair now, which I love! Only in the back though, same as my hair when I was a child.

As for me, I'm hanging in there.
Things aren't going well between the girlfriend and I, sadly. Our communication is terrible and she's been withdrawing lately.
I'm also going on medication for my Depression and OCD because they've gotten unmanageable without medication. It's upsetting, but it's for the best. I will be going on something breastfeeding safe, since I'm still nursing Ashlynn 3-5x a day, sometimes more.
They think it MAY be bipolar, given my cycles of exhaustion and insomnia, but time will only tell on that. If it is in fact bipolar, I will have to prematurely wean Ashlynn. Mood stabilizers are not breastfeeding safe, sadly.

That's about it for the update :) Hope everyone is doing well!
I may take a break from blogging, depending on various factors in day to day life.
Sorry! :(